Wow! I can’t believe Christmas is in a few days already. & then the New Year! And we’re half way through the course already. This time has gone so exceptionally fast. And I still haven’t gotten caught up yet either. There’s been SO much going on that I just haven’t had the time.
I’ve been doing as much as I possibly can. But I can only do so much. I only get about 3-4 hours of sleep each night as it is. So I really can’t get any less or I won’t be able to do function. I keep telling myself I’ll get to bed earlier the next night. But the next night comes & it happens all over again, I say the same thing. So then it never happens. You probably know what I mean. I could probably sleep for 3 days straight & still not get caught up on sleep. 🙂 But the way things have been going, that’ll never happen. I just don’t have the time to sleep.
So this week in the Master Keys almost seems like a little bit of a review of some of the things we’ve already learned. Like the picture I have above that Thoughts are causes and conditions are effects. But there are some new things too. Again, I was a little lost at the beginning of the lesson read this week. But it then all came together a little further in.
So this week we are to think of the “I” who we are. Not the body but the spirit, our ego. & how we are one with the Father. And a part of the great whole. The same in substance, quality and in kind. Being Catholic, I already believe this. But by believing this we are supposed to be able to see all the opportunities that are at our disposal.
I’m not sure if because I was brought up believing this, I’m just not seeing it. I mean, I do kinda see it. But then again, not really. I’m not really sure how to explain it. I believe in God & I know he does great things. But I’m just not quite sure of what all of the “opportunities” are they’re talking about.
I’ve been asking for God’s help in my prayers every night for quite some time now. To help me find & recognize/realize what I should be doing. To give me a sign, to lead me in the right direction or something. I’m not sure if he’s sending me the signs & I’m just not seeing them. Or if its just not the right time. Or what the deal is. But, I’ve been asking for his help/guidance for at least several years or more now. I’ve been wanting to get something going so I can start making some money.
I’m on disability & have a very sick child for several years now. I wanted to be able to make money online even before he got sick. But once he did that made me even more determined. I don’t receive much income at all. & with his medical costs that makes it even harder.
I’m just not sure what to do. It would work out so well if I could make money from home online. But it seems no matter what road I’ve gone down so far or what I’ve tried, it hasn’t worked out. & without having much money to even pay the bare necessities, I don’t have the extra to keep trying different things.
If by chance I might be able to ask a favor of you, if you don’t mind. If you might happen to know or hear of anything that can be done online to make decent money, that doesn’t cost a whole lot to get off the ground running & you wouldn’t mind sharing what it is with me, I’d be so very grateful. It doesn’t have to be right this minute. If you wouldn’t mind keeping an eye or an ear open & if you see or hear of anything & could let me know, I’d very much appreciate it. Thank you very much!
I hope you have a safe, healthy and the Merriest of Christmas’s! May all your wishes, hopes & dreams come true this Christmas!!!